Sunday, October 3, 2010

Leaving

Yupiee 3 weeks of vacation just end right today again . How time flies that we never realize . Yupiie . I enjoyed myself Very much !

Specially thanks to my family who accompany me very much . Who gave , fulfill my dreams and request . Though I'm away I do always remember if you guys ! Do not forget you half another at different country . May not worry me !

I got no idea until I landed myself at a country same as yours . I start to have the feeling of seeing you meeting you . So , I do not put loads of hope . If we do meet that's our fate . If we do not I will move on once again . So , the answer told me . Do not search for him anymore . It's not mine ! Yet , I've to move on and on ! If we meet I might be happy . We should continue our journey as a friend . But we do not . Well , I'm sorry . I have to be cruel as I do not want to hurt myself again and again .

Loads of question needed to ask you ! After I've gone such few months . Do you miss me or think of our moment like how I used to be ? Are you even happy after go ? Slowly you learnt and know something better . I miss you ! Are your life better ? Do you smoke a lot too ? You ever said after we go separate we do still a friend . I am waiting you to say even a hi or hello to me .

Yup I could not hope for so much but I just want you to remember of me :) you ever said you will make my life happy . You ever said you do not know how to make me happy but you did know how to protect me . I did not ask for so much . I though you are ready to let go her and with me . But you are not ! Why ? Am I too much ?

Happy moment always pass damn fast . Well this is life . Slowly you will understand . Caring . Wish everything will going smoothly again !

Thanks ! Really a big thanks ! I did not know how to give back but my tears worth to mean it . I though I am stronger but hope just a disappointment . Do not hope but shun qi zhi ran !

Loves you all ! In your name Lord , I pray , offering my both hand , I love you , thank you so much !

Ooh prince faster come out of my life . I need you ! Hahas ^0^

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