3rd month together . 1st month away . Thanks for remembering me . Thanks for searching me . No matter where am I , where you are , honestly , I let you go freely . I admit I do miss you , but , it's over and I accept the truth going on . Don't need to avoid or scare or even ignore me cause you don't related to me now and forever . Yay , FRIEND , we should hold the position since very first day . We ain't match a happiness couple . You hold me tight , kiss me freely , pamper me sweetly , hug me warmly , for the last just to tell me , you will leave me alone no longer . Well , let it go , things alright right now , happy for those who need , help for those who want , live life to the fullest , BABE !
Lovess from me to youu , Lord ^^~
Monday, June 28, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Happy Sweet 18th Birthday
10.06.2010 YESH ! I'll turn 18th . Not freedom but I've grown up . Go by myself . I felt proud , having my 1st birthday without family by side . Living alone , a new country , am still able to have a surprise and memorable birthday . Thanks to all my housemates as well as friends . Thanks for sacrified . I knew I'm stubborn yet you guys manage to fulfill the plan successfully .
Yet , the feeling changed when wondering family and friends at Malaysia do remember my day ? It happen once a year . Do they get to wish me ? Miss them so much ! ! Just a wish . I need a wish from them will be very very VERY enough ~ wish they manage to do it cause am aren't hope for so much . Right ?
Hmmm thanks Lord . Giving me this path . Never feel regret cause it's great than everyone thought before . Take a deep breath . Forget old steps . Go on with new steps . Both hand normally . Sincerely thanks a lot ! ^^v
No one other than my family . I miss them very much . Tears drop because them . I just want to say , I'm great here . Don't need to worry so much about me daddy mummy . I will be a great daughter . Achieve what you want from me without disappointment !
Lovess youu God . Bless me and everyone . Thanks for sharing .
Yet , the feeling changed when wondering family and friends at Malaysia do remember my day ? It happen once a year . Do they get to wish me ? Miss them so much ! ! Just a wish . I need a wish from them will be very very VERY enough ~ wish they manage to do it cause am aren't hope for so much . Right ?
Hmmm thanks Lord . Giving me this path . Never feel regret cause it's great than everyone thought before . Take a deep breath . Forget old steps . Go on with new steps . Both hand normally . Sincerely thanks a lot ! ^^v
No one other than my family . I miss them very much . Tears drop because them . I just want to say , I'm great here . Don't need to worry so much about me daddy mummy . I will be a great daughter . Achieve what you want from me without disappointment !
Lovess youu God . Bless me and everyone . Thanks for sharing .
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Shadow
Just wondering do I ever gave you any sweet memories that are worth to be remember and can make you happy anytime ? Your shdow . Left behind me . Why I am still seeing your shadow that follows wherever I go ? I doesn't care about you but why I am still seeing the best part of you ? Why can't I delete the shadow of you . Another can replace you . But still YOU who appear . Isn't that unfair ? You miss her yet I miss you . Why ? Well , Let's get started by having fun of life ~ ! Throw the bad , get a new and replace . We will have a better one . ^^v
Thursday, June 3, 2010
And now I understand why .
Don't care what others care about you . Cause they ain't know about their own weakness too . They use their mouth to judge . So , who cares ? As long I live happily in my own world . Nothing big deal man !
A conclusion I've made is that I understand why each and everyone scholar doesn't want to burden up their family and just came here for 9 years .
This is all about life how reality we are and something happen just because a reason behind .
A sleepless night . Why am I having this ?I just want to know did you miss me or silently missing her again ? How cruel you are to me by telling me all about you and others . I don't wish to know but just to update on it .
I don't feel being lonely just becaue I laugh in my own way . Tears drop why am I feeling this ?
Not much time left . Well , gather up your energy and fulfill your parent's dream Bettina Lim ! Just a little can make them happier c(:
A conclusion I've made is that I understand why each and everyone scholar doesn't want to burden up their family and just came here for 9 years .
This is all about life how reality we are and something happen just because a reason behind .
A sleepless night . Why am I having this ?I just want to know did you miss me or silently missing her again ? How cruel you are to me by telling me all about you and others . I don't wish to know but just to update on it .
I don't feel being lonely just becaue I laugh in my own way . Tears drop why am I feeling this ?
Not much time left . Well , gather up your energy and fulfill your parent's dream Bettina Lim ! Just a little can make them happier c(:
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
All about us
Life comes and go . Break le still friend . What you told me . Did you really mean it or just a word to comfort me ? Day by day . Am getting great but still can't used to be lonely when there is free time . Feel like someone besides me telling me everything going smoothly . But I know next time we will be there again to visit our old place . All I wanted to say I LOVES YOU for once again ! ^^v
Life goes on .
-snOOpy- used to be our symbol of love . It passed for 4 years . And we to be together for 2 years and 11 months . How time flies . We go for separate way . Cause I knew I can deserve a better one and so to you . You sacrified enough to me I refuse to be with you ain't our wrong but it's because I wish you to change and don't torture ourselves . Until today you found me back , I found you back , you still remain the same . Why ? You told me You've change but still remain as the same . What for ? I don't understand why .
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