2012

2011 had been great and bad? Hmm hoping 2012 will be better?

Well, there's up and down. Wishing will be alright.

2011 countdown wasn't that great but I believe 2012 countdown is even better!

Loads of lovesss.

Dear god, have sinners on me. I need concentration. Help me in my way. I just needs. Dear lord. thank you.

Cause everyone will fall apart one day

There's nothing could last forever, bettina, please wake up and be strong.
Why did you fall apart?

I really can't wait till the day we meet and update each other

A little better

Dear BLWS,
A little better
A little work harder
A little love for you

Why I am so dumb

"this is temporary, I'll be back"

I have no motivation
I always wanted but u just can't
I wish I could stop complaining
But do something to prove

Teacher, I miss you
Although each an everyday
You scolded me like no tomorrow
But I really miss you
For waking me up

I am in a somnolence
I wish someone could wake me up
I need to change
I need a difference

#prayhard

God, lead my ways. Forgive my sins. Change what I should.

Amen

I tried
Seriously

Sincerely me.

No matter what decision is made, please do not spread because I am not perfect!

No where

This time. I've made a decision without you. How should i start of ? Have no idea. But I just want everyone have a good impression on me. That's all!

Sorry teacher for making trouble. I am really sorry!

Fairness

Sometimes life could be fair if you think in different perspective. I may not know why shall I do but I prayed to god to lead my way cause I know god wanted me to make a wise decision without living in a regret. Thankful that god always be my side and talked to me.

Left unwanted

When you just need someone to be there for you to make a decision~ where are you?

Almost to the ending point BUT?

You know how much I HATE you for leaving me unwanted? When I was to give up you indirectly gaining my hope that you will fund me back? You keep my attention and it wasn't a true one! WHY dis you treat me this way? UNFAIR! You got your girl. Why did you seek my attention? Why I you gave me a fake hope? I am tired of this. When there is a blessing for you, I wish happiness to you! Have a good day^^

Sincerely, me to you!

When I know

I always believe and right here waiting but when I know the truth I wasn't disappointed all the way but making me to move on do not wait things that will not happen~ happy to those who have it no matter old or new~ I bless them with all my heart~ take care each other~

Loveeee~

hurt

i felt hurt

that's the reason why i did not want to stay

i rather far away

than having this kind of conflict

i hate argument

i hate misunderstanding

i hate crying

i hate everything

i hate.............................

i wish not to see anything

i wish to go from far

HE

given a chance~

You are the reason for my smile

you chase away all my tears
because of you
you are the love of my life
you are the reason to smile
you bring sunshine at night
i wish to be with you=)
LHS~

Friendship

I had a conflict with my friends nowadays
I non serious conflict
I guessed?
I do not really understand why did my friend wanted to do so
I pleased them
I tried my best
But why did they do such in return for me
I do not understand
Tell me W HHHHHHHHHH YYYYYYY!

[KTV] 說了再見 - 周杰倫

When we will meet again boys
Both given me passed happiness
I wish to see both of you again
<3

說好的幸福呢

Happy to hear your update
I wish you will keep moving on
Even if i tell you that I loved you
You would not trust me
Sorry that I did not grab you tight
Did not find you when you need me the most
I appreciate what had you done to me
Thank you boy!
Keep moving on
I wish to see a better you
More to go
Good luckss!

=)

S T U D Y as a student life is never easy when it come to E X A M!
S T U D Y as a student life is always interesting when it come to F R I E N D!
S T U D Y as a student life is always fun when it come to F U N!
S T U D Y as a student life why are you so C O M P L I C A T E D!

Give me sometimes to cope
I knew it almost come to the end
I wish there is improvement
Lord God
I wish you were here to be with me
Hearing my prayer
I will be faithful
Thanks God

S U C E S S is my N A M E! =D

A pretty sand party I always wish
Your smell ~
H A P P Y G O L U C K Y ~

People who walk in my heart why do they look alike ?

Again

A very upset thingssss
How should I move on ???

A year ago

WELCOME BACK

TIME HEALED ME <3


I have been missing out such a long time.
It's because I have so much things to complete yet little time.
How I wish I was given more time.
Instead of 24 hours, I am given 48 hours perhaps in a day?
FOOLISH~

In remembrance, a year ago,
What had happen,
Had been pass,
We shall not get it again.

I confidently prayed,
So that you will be back at my side that time,
But God answered me,
We are not meant to be together,
We are here to exam,
Who we need the most.

A year ago,
When I was in depressed,
I called friends,
Yet,
Today,
That are my first and last call for them.
Because God answered me,
TO BE STRONG.
This is only part of the exam.

I am glad,
That I have been through,
Whatever up and down of love,
I answered God answer,
I did God's task.
In return,
THANKS God so much!
I love!

Today,
I am happy because I can make it until today.
No regret.
But determine to move on and on.
Perhaps happier life!

Deep inside my heart,
THANKS,
For those who help me,
Grant my wish to be strong,
Very very very much THANK YOU!

In my name,
Open up my hands,
And i pray,
God,
Thank you for everything,
I am so glad to have you,
I wish everything going smoothly,
Thank you,
And I LOVE YOU!

Friends

I got a feeling , a feeling that everyone had ? Why ? Should I make or move or should I take no care ?

When you walk out out my life .
This is the day .
I remember of you .
How you accompany me ~
I miss you because you are still my friend .
I just want to remind you ,
Our days ,
Thank you a lot !
Gave me a strong and smooth way .
Take care & goodbye ~

BACK

29.03.2011

Hi peeps I am back to where i used to live .

Things changed .

All I can describe .

Coming back my mind just need a peace of mind .

Nothing other than that .

I wanted to appreciate .

I am glad .

Friends ................

Where have you been ?

No one .

Cheers more to go .

I love you family !

God bless ~

02.02.2011 Happy Chinese New Year Eve

Hi ! How are new year eve treating you all ? Well , of course , I got my SUPER awesome reunion dinner with my lovely friend .

This year , year 2011 , rabbit year Chinese Zodiac , I am not celebrating with my precious family . It's because holiday are too short for me to rush back and back again . Yet , air ticket are too expensive which we think its not worth . so , decided to celebrate in here , overseas , Singapore .

However , I am glad and thankful that my precious family did plan everything for me before new year . Which means they provide primary sources for me . Where not all family will do . They think for me and granted what I wish . I love them so much . * touched *

Me and 2 others friend , woke up early morning and heading to a big supermarket and bought stuff that we think to eat . Then around 4 p.m. , we started to cooked . Around 7p.m. , we done everything and start our dinner . We prepared 5 dish which is so much delicious than what we expect for .

It's dun though !! Memorable new year . I hope it would be first and last perhaps ? Cause I miss my big big family . A new year , a reunion with family and so much busyness a year past . Its time for us to gather and share everything . Awww ... I know you all did miss me too . Hahaass .

A great and awesome Chinese new year in an unknown country I should describe .

Friends and family out there , do kot worry me , I am super thankful and great here . With you all wishes for me and prayer I am enough for me .

Thank you so much my dear friend !! Suppose to be 4 friends . Hahaass

A prosperous rabbit Chinese new year all !! Lovess from me ~ ((= enjoy yay with people around .

2011 Happy Bunny Chinese New Year

Let's use picture to talk ~

Our reunion dinner 02.02.2011

i just knew

out of my expectation ..
you are still holding me ..
i thought you have letting go ..
indeed ..
you still have me in you carry all day ..
did you ever respect her ..
i wish ..
you could think ..
bringing her into your life ..
make her even happier than ever ..
do not regret what had happened ..
until i went and see ..
i just knew ..
broken heart ..

so , you are officially in a relationship . i thought you really letting me go but you are not . but , why , when you still have me , why , you are accepting her to love you back ? it's hurt ! i can felt the way she felt . you are so CRUEL ! randomly i can saw that she love you so much but you still keeping my message behind . PLEASE .. do not make the same mistake . she's so much better than me , so much beautiful , APPRECIATE . i wish i can talk to you more and share . but, you did not willing some time for me . i wish i can consult you . in a way to change your mind . throw things that i gave . i have been regret but i could not see her being hurt because me . i wanted to a good . i wanted to give a good memories not a bad left behind . in my prayer , i wish you could hear it . deep inside my heart , i miss talking to you . wake up my friend RYKT ! god bless you loads ! i wish you could change ~ <3

Officially you are in love ..
Sinful and sorrowful ..
Jia you !!

Love that you gave to me . I wish to get back . Warm that you gave to me . You said you will protect me , I miss you ~

Missing

Where do you go ?
Promises you and me .
Protection you and me .
I never lose an alphabet of yours .
Are you feeling happy ?
You told me could not be alone .
But is that true ?
Are your words being trusted ?
I slowly waiting for your answer .
But I cannot get into my life again .
I wish you could know ....
Our promises ~
Lovess !

Worldskills International My dream !

Have you ever hear about Worldskills International ? It will held in London for year 2011 . And year 2013 in Germany . It only held twice a year .

I wanted to join !

Friend SHIT

Emotionally upset .....
How a friend treat you ....
Well , I just did my best to treat them ....
Not me no good ....
I tried my best .....
Good luck friends ...... !!!!!!!!

We will ...............

There will be someday we meant to be . After your hard work , I guess we will have a nice time again <3