I miss you badly . Whenever I've got something to tell , I wish you were my ear . Hearing and sharing whatever keep inside m y heart . No one can I trust besides you . I really really REALLY miss you a lot . I wish time will turn back we're friend for once again !
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
18 April 2010
Wow . . I am back ! =)) Miss everyone badly* It's been 15 days since I reached Singapore here . Time flies . I thought it's just a week but it's been a fortnight . Hahaa`
Well , everything going smoothly as I never thought before . There's a lot of thing happened as not what I expected . To say truth , I got no feeling , there's no word to describe about my feeling . Even me myself keep on asking what do I really feel . And yet , I cant find the answer out until today .
Stepping into an unknown country , I feel missing , trying to get back myself . I wish I can do a lot better than others . There's a lot of thing I wanted to say but hardly express it out with words . I keep , I keep for myself .
I miss my babee . I need him a lot . Cheers ~ :D LOVES YOU .
Well , everything going smoothly as I never thought before . There's a lot of thing happened as not what I expected . To say truth , I got no feeling , there's no word to describe about my feeling . Even me myself keep on asking what do I really feel . And yet , I cant find the answer out until today .
Stepping into an unknown country , I feel missing , trying to get back myself . I wish I can do a lot better than others . There's a lot of thing I wanted to say but hardly express it out with words . I keep , I keep for myself .
I miss my babee . I need him a lot . Cheers ~ :D LOVES YOU .
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Lonely
I'll be alone . Alone . Alone . Alone . Alone . Alone . How can I describe about this feeling ? I'm totally lost without you . Hurt . But I never voice out cause I know you wont know about it . I'll bear . Bear as much as I can . This all I could do . Ohhh , how much I miss you . I really did . Day and night . It's too much pain to love a person deeply . So tired being lonely . We dont have to leave this way . I can't take it longer . I've no strength and power . What should I need to do ? I given you my best just hope you will stay by my side all day long . Why dont you STAY .
Friday, April 2, 2010
Oohh
It's 3rd April 2010` . 2 more days to go . I dont feel like counting the day , but it's the fact that I have to face with no regret . This is the way , the path , I've choosen with family blessing . God gave me direction while I am choosing . He lead me to this path . I accept with my sincere heart and I'll go for it . I can see through the obstacle while the procedure going on . I fall to the ground for few times . And I stand straight for it . Never give up . People around gave me hope and advice . Especially my parents . They never give up and try to help me go through the procedure . I really wanted to thanks them . I'll prove that I'll never be the servant , but I'll be the highest . I promise . I''ll make sure I can make it . Never let all of you disappointed again .
For those who look down the path I've choosen , nevermind , maybe you guys doesnt know well about it . I'll prove that it's interesting and it's meaningful . Whatever you guys say , talk , gossip , I'll hear , and I'll forget it cause it's my life . Who cares what you guys say . If you guys can be better than me . Well , dont think that you guys path is the best . It might be the worst if we doesnt put any effort and hoping for the best . Everybody , everything in this world would have risk , we respect each other and never be too proud .
That's all I want to say . I feel pissed off when people are trying to judge me . Although I got a good result . I still can choose to go for a DIRTY job cause my heart full of love , helping others that need , I am doing a job that whole world needs . Dont forget , one day you will fall sick and seek for my help .
No matter what path we choose , be determine . Never say words too early . Arggghhhh . . Stop judging me . I might not the best but I give all my best .
PLEASE . Bless my path , Pray for my success . Lord , I offer my hand , together we go through hard and easy . I love you with my heart . I pray with you .
For those who look down the path I've choosen , nevermind , maybe you guys doesnt know well about it . I'll prove that it's interesting and it's meaningful . Whatever you guys say , talk , gossip , I'll hear , and I'll forget it cause it's my life . Who cares what you guys say . If you guys can be better than me . Well , dont think that you guys path is the best . It might be the worst if we doesnt put any effort and hoping for the best . Everybody , everything in this world would have risk , we respect each other and never be too proud .
That's all I want to say . I feel pissed off when people are trying to judge me . Although I got a good result . I still can choose to go for a DIRTY job cause my heart full of love , helping others that need , I am doing a job that whole world needs . Dont forget , one day you will fall sick and seek for my help .
No matter what path we choose , be determine . Never say words too early . Arggghhhh . . Stop judging me . I might not the best but I give all my best .
PLEASE . Bless my path , Pray for my success . Lord , I offer my hand , together we go through hard and easy . I love you with my heart . I pray with you .
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