Monday, November 28, 2011

Dear god, have sinners on me. I need concentration. Help me in my way. I just needs. Dear lord. thank you.
Cause everyone will fall apart one day
There's nothing could last forever, bettina, please wake up and be strong.
Why did you fall apart?

Thursday, November 24, 2011

I really can't wait till the day we meet and update each other

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

A little better

Dear BLWS,
A little better
A little work harder
A little love for you

Monday, November 21, 2011

Why I am so dumb

"this is temporary, I'll be back"

I have no motivation
I always wanted but u just can't
I wish I could stop complaining
But do something to prove

Teacher, I miss you
Although each an everyday
You scolded me like no tomorrow
But I really miss you
For waking me up

I am in a somnolence
I wish someone could wake me up
I need to change
I need a difference

#prayhard

God, lead my ways. Forgive my sins. Change what I should.

Amen

I tried
Seriously

Sincerely me.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

No matter what decision is made, please do not spread because I am not perfect!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

No where

This time. I've made a decision without you. How should i start of ? Have no idea. But I just want everyone have a good impression on me. That's all!

Sorry teacher for making trouble. I am really sorry!

Friday, November 4, 2011

Fairness

Sometimes life could be fair if you think in different perspective. I may not know why shall I do but I prayed to god to lead my way cause I know god wanted me to make a wise decision without living in a regret. Thankful that god always be my side and talked to me.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Left unwanted

When you just need someone to be there for you to make a decision~ where are you?

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Almost to the ending point BUT?

You know how much I HATE you for leaving me unwanted? When I was to give up you indirectly gaining my hope that you will fund me back? You keep my attention and it wasn't a true one! WHY dis you treat me this way? UNFAIR! You got your girl. Why did you seek my attention? Why I you gave me a fake hope? I am tired of this. When there is a blessing for you, I wish happiness to you! Have a good day^^

Sincerely, me to you!