i just knew

out of my expectation ..
you are still holding me ..
i thought you have letting go ..
indeed ..
you still have me in you carry all day ..
did you ever respect her ..
i wish ..
you could think ..
bringing her into your life ..
make her even happier than ever ..
do not regret what had happened ..
until i went and see ..
i just knew ..
broken heart ..

so , you are officially in a relationship . i thought you really letting me go but you are not . but , why , when you still have me , why , you are accepting her to love you back ? it's hurt ! i can felt the way she felt . you are so CRUEL ! randomly i can saw that she love you so much but you still keeping my message behind . PLEASE .. do not make the same mistake . she's so much better than me , so much beautiful , APPRECIATE . i wish i can talk to you more and share . but, you did not willing some time for me . i wish i can consult you . in a way to change your mind . throw things that i gave . i have been regret but i could not see her being hurt because me . i wanted to a good . i wanted to give a good memories not a bad left behind . in my prayer , i wish you could hear it . deep inside my heart , i miss talking to you . wake up my friend RYKT ! god bless you loads ! i wish you could change ~ <3