Bloody stress

So , how's life getting on ? I've no words to describe except wanted to describe it as same words with the title ; b l o o d y s t r e s s ! ^o^

I've got loads of things to talk and express out but I don't really know who are comfortable for me to express . Felt like i'm under-control by someone . It's jutst so hard to feel and take !

Most probably ; 98 % , I will gone crazy because of this and that matter . Sometimes my mind just went black and could not think much . Stuck half way right before the middle ~

I can stand with all this until when ? Yupp , I'm living with God who Do protect me but sometimes God get so busy and I have to handle it by myself .

I just wish there is someone who can hold me . Take good care of me . Giving a comfortable companion to me . I badly need a shoulder to lean on ~

God bless me with all the faith . Moving on . No matter what be humble . Keep practising . Be positive !! =}