02.02.2011 Happy Chinese New Year Eve

Hi ! How are new year eve treating you all ? Well , of course , I got my SUPER awesome reunion dinner with my lovely friend .

This year , year 2011 , rabbit year Chinese Zodiac , I am not celebrating with my precious family . It's because holiday are too short for me to rush back and back again . Yet , air ticket are too expensive which we think its not worth . so , decided to celebrate in here , overseas , Singapore .

However , I am glad and thankful that my precious family did plan everything for me before new year . Which means they provide primary sources for me . Where not all family will do . They think for me and granted what I wish . I love them so much . * touched *

Me and 2 others friend , woke up early morning and heading to a big supermarket and bought stuff that we think to eat . Then around 4 p.m. , we started to cooked . Around 7p.m. , we done everything and start our dinner . We prepared 5 dish which is so much delicious than what we expect for .

It's dun though !! Memorable new year . I hope it would be first and last perhaps ? Cause I miss my big big family . A new year , a reunion with family and so much busyness a year past . Its time for us to gather and share everything . Awww ... I know you all did miss me too . Hahaass .

A great and awesome Chinese new year in an unknown country I should describe .

Friends and family out there , do kot worry me , I am super thankful and great here . With you all wishes for me and prayer I am enough for me .

Thank you so much my dear friend !! Suppose to be 4 friends . Hahaass

A prosperous rabbit Chinese new year all !! Lovess from me ~ ((= enjoy yay with people around .

2011 Happy Bunny Chinese New Year

Let's use picture to talk ~

Our reunion dinner 02.02.2011

i just knew

out of my expectation ..
you are still holding me ..
i thought you have letting go ..
indeed ..
you still have me in you carry all day ..
did you ever respect her ..
i wish ..
you could think ..
bringing her into your life ..
make her even happier than ever ..
do not regret what had happened ..
until i went and see ..
i just knew ..
broken heart ..

so , you are officially in a relationship . i thought you really letting me go but you are not . but , why , when you still have me , why , you are accepting her to love you back ? it's hurt ! i can felt the way she felt . you are so CRUEL ! randomly i can saw that she love you so much but you still keeping my message behind . PLEASE .. do not make the same mistake . she's so much better than me , so much beautiful , APPRECIATE . i wish i can talk to you more and share . but, you did not willing some time for me . i wish i can consult you . in a way to change your mind . throw things that i gave . i have been regret but i could not see her being hurt because me . i wanted to a good . i wanted to give a good memories not a bad left behind . in my prayer , i wish you could hear it . deep inside my heart , i miss talking to you . wake up my friend RYKT ! god bless you loads ! i wish you could change ~ <3