omgg

omggg ! i just damn hate myself for now ! i cant forgive what is going on right now . uhhh ~

TEASE MY ABILITY ! am i that weak until you have to do that on me . am i just the loser who look down by society . SYMBOLIC INTERACTIONAIST ! by giving me a symbol where i cant do this and that . WTF ! who not going to be pissed off if it happen on them . SHIT !

i still own a pair of legs a pair of hand both eyes and OF COURSE my SIX SENSE ! helll ~ cant i do it by myself . i just dont undertstand WHYYY ~ ever since from the start i dont dont and DONT understand WHYYY ! who can tell me . not even myself .

are you sure you can live happily if you lied yourself ? are you sure the happiness now can replace it next time ? are you sure everyone will proud with what you have ? are you sure people will envy on it ? are you sure people will not look down me ? are you sure this is equal to me ? WTF !

arghhhh ~ i cant understand why ! i need companian ! whooooooo ? urgghhh ~ it's like when you slightly doesnt do well in exam and marker just gave you a certificate . without confirmation of knowledge and you get a proud from crown ; will you feel happy or will you feel guilty ? no one understandddd I BELIEVE !

it's really make me worst down ever i had !