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omggg ! i just damn hate myself for now ! i cant forgive what is going on right now . uhhh ~

TEASE MY ABILITY ! am i that weak until you have to do that on me . am i just the loser who look down by society . SYMBOLIC INTERACTIONAIST ! by giving me a symbol where i cant do this and that . WTF ! who not going to be pissed off if it happen on them . SHIT !

i still own a pair of legs a pair of hand both eyes and OF COURSE my SIX SENSE ! helll ~ cant i do it by myself . i just dont undertstand WHYYY ~ ever since from the start i dont dont and DONT understand WHYYY ! who can tell me . not even myself .

are you sure you can live happily if you lied yourself ? are you sure the happiness now can replace it next time ? are you sure everyone will proud with what you have ? are you sure people will envy on it ? are you sure people will not look down me ? are you sure this is equal to me ? WTF !

arghhhh ~ i cant understand why ! i need companian ! whooooooo ? urgghhh ~ it's like when you slightly doesnt do well in exam and marker just gave you a certificate . without confirmation of knowledge and you get a proud from crown ; will you feel happy or will you feel guilty ? no one understandddd I BELIEVE !

it's really make me worst down ever i had !

Lantern fest !

Yeap ! I'm having my vacation now . At my home place with family . It's nice and warm around them . Eating non-stop . But . . There's something behind where I can't hide .

Days by days . Worries keep increasing . UNIFORM ! Can u suit me again ? Oh shit ! :X hahaa' depression ~ SIGH ~ hahaa' what should I do for a better me ?

Pray for me . Loads if loves peeps ^.^

why

i may drop but it's the pain i cant bear with . how my heart goes . i need a cheer . can i ? everytime i try but i fall . why . everytime i stand up by myself . it goes and goes . maybe it's the way for me not to give up . stand strong babee ! you have me and i have you . world still here , chances so much for us to try . not to give up ! wooots :D sound i am comforting myself . where's my friend goes when i need them a lot ? no one cares . no one bother to know . why . cause i ain't good than others . i dont have high heels , beautiful dress but i own a heart to be with you guys . well , keep praying for the best . move on and TRY .

Pray in the name of Lord LOVESS ! ^. ^