Belated Valentines'

It's been years, perhaps 6 years of not celebrating valentine's, not receiving any roses. Believe or not, I do ever receive roses from previous love. Well, it's over. It's over between us. You are now merely happy with existing relationship, forgettinge as a friend of yours. It's true to be say. 

All of sudden you remind me of the past. What have we gone through, what we are going to be in future. Where are you my love? I have been searching you for years.. It puts me a smile on my face, a joyful on my heart, everytime I think of you, love.. You are too precious to be remembered..

December.. A joyest month to remember. So many memories. It's been years.. I miss you much. 

F.D, I can't deny that I truly miss you so much! Day and night, you are all over th mind. I knew that it was my wrong to fall for you but, the love that came, I can't resist.

Dear lord, 

Guide me through this love 

Praise to you lord 

Your love for me shades
There's no more between us
Guess it's really really time I had to let go

Raymond yong? 😁

It's been 7⃣ years, since we knew each other. ✌ The day we are stranger 😳, and became friend😎, I knew, it will be lost one day 😟. But, dearly🌈, you are here always a friend of mine 👫 and nothing had change. Today is a special day, nothing changed, 7⃣ years ago. 😉 The sun is shinning bright ☀, The birds are singing joyfully as they go happily on their way. 🐾 today, 2⃣1⃣st december was a very special day. HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY! 🎁🎉🎈🎊 Your birthday does this every year so I hope you'll have many more. 😄 Every year it's has been this way, remind me of you 🐷 And it's this day that makes me appreciate my time down here on earth, 💌 writing a letter to you, strengthen our bond 👥 nevertheless, 😔 I've got no words to describe everything. 😝 Well, let's Continue to shine in your own way with lots of blessing and happiness. May God bless you lots from me to you 💃 be a good man, good son 👦, see you soon or in future! 👀👏💪

🚀 I hope this rocket help me to send this wishes letter to you safely. 🙈

Dear Lord,
Strengthen my heart body mind and soul to go through every little step o life.
I need to stand up strong.
Amen.

It's been awhile since I need a real tough shoulder to lie on. I never give up though I never had one since the day you go. I am strong enough.

It's time for me to go for a new. Maybe not? All I lift up my both hands to God. Where He wanna me to be.

Live life to the fullest me.

Hoping and praying everything gonna be alright.

Dear lord heavenly father,
My sincerity ❤

25.02.2012

Every leaving left memories I pray there are still me and you~

This feeling a friend of mine leaving my side,
I wish I can go through every little single this myself,
2 years,
We have been going through together,
It was a sudden and officially you are leaving,
You will not be back anymore,
It feels like a dream,
No one could stop you,
But I am praying you have made the right choice.

To my special friend.

如果有一天
你說愛我
我會告訴你
我在等你

如果有一天
你離開我
我不會留你
我知道你有你的理由

如果有一天
我們擦肩而過
我會停住腳步
凝視你遠去的背影
告訴自己……
那個人我曾經愛過

你需要我
我在
你不需要我
我走
我不卑微
只是堅信
這是我存在的價值

我曾路過你的心
不是我不想停留
而是你不肯收留

It makes me sudden missing your shadow. How I used to stood behind you. You posture. I miss. It's not all about you but the memories that left behind me. It was just so powerful! Envy that you are in love with another one. But I just can't hold my tears. I used to promised it was my last drop of tears because of you, I believe time will prove it again! The coldest time you are with me. I remember till today. Days when you make me move on and on. I believe I could do a better.

I miss everything! Lord God, I wish I have a better one.

Lord, strengthen my heart, cease the sins in me. Amen.

When we used to be a lover , I see good in every single part of yours . I miss moment with you .

Could I turn back time ? 2 years back , same time , same day , same location , we used to be very intimate .

Your feeling towards me fading each day .

I miss you , memories !

Stay strong in my determination .

Finding a better view of mine .

Let me raise myself to the end .

God , bless me with blessing .

Thanks you much !

I'll be yours at any moment (:

Concentrate please concentrate!!
Continue your determination girl!!
He who not worth your time memory!!

Move on!!
Making determination even stronger!!
Live life to the fullest!!

I felt crying because it's lonely valentine again and again after my first love . Could not remember why am I Si insist to give up the chances he gave me. Would he ask for a chance again on this valentine?

How fast it turn from a friend to a partner, from a partner, to a friend. I miss both of u as a partner. Hang in there. You guys are almost there. I love to c both of u~

Bring me stay strong in this path.
I've enough of gossiping.
I am just who am I.

At this moment

At this moment of life, I felt depressed. Words that are too sharp. I wanna learnt to accept the fact that I'm imperfect. At this moment of life, I wanna scream. Yeah! Scream!

I pray, wishing everything going to be alright~

Lord, have sinners on me, heal my soul and regain. Thank you for listening.

.........

Heloooooo
How's 2012?
Hmmm Chinese new year is comingggg
How anticipate am I?
Shall find something to cheer myself up
Gooooo you can girl !

2012

2011 had been great and bad? Hmm hoping 2012 will be better?

Well, there's up and down. Wishing will be alright.

2011 countdown wasn't that great but I believe 2012 countdown is even better!

Loads of lovesss.

Dear god, have sinners on me. I need concentration. Help me in my way. I just needs. Dear lord. thank you.

Cause everyone will fall apart one day