25.02.2012

Every leaving left memories I pray there are still me and you~

This feeling a friend of mine leaving my side,
I wish I can go through every little single this myself,
2 years,
We have been going through together,
It was a sudden and officially you are leaving,
You will not be back anymore,
It feels like a dream,
No one could stop you,
But I am praying you have made the right choice.

To my special friend.

如果有一天
你說愛我
我會告訴你
我在等你

如果有一天
你離開我
我不會留你
我知道你有你的理由

如果有一天
我們擦肩而過
我會停住腳步
凝視你遠去的背影
告訴自己……
那個人我曾經愛過

你需要我
我在
你不需要我
我走
我不卑微
只是堅信
這是我存在的價值

我曾路過你的心
不是我不想停留
而是你不肯收留

It makes me sudden missing your shadow. How I used to stood behind you. You posture. I miss. It's not all about you but the memories that left behind me. It was just so powerful! Envy that you are in love with another one. But I just can't hold my tears. I used to promised it was my last drop of tears because of you, I believe time will prove it again! The coldest time you are with me. I remember till today. Days when you make me move on and on. I believe I could do a better.

I miss everything! Lord God, I wish I have a better one.

Lord, strengthen my heart, cease the sins in me. Amen.

When we used to be a lover , I see good in every single part of yours . I miss moment with you .

Could I turn back time ? 2 years back , same time , same day , same location , we used to be very intimate .

Your feeling towards me fading each day .

I miss you , memories !

Stay strong in my determination .

Finding a better view of mine .

Let me raise myself to the end .

God , bless me with blessing .

Thanks you much !

I'll be yours at any moment (:

Concentrate please concentrate!!
Continue your determination girl!!
He who not worth your time memory!!

Move on!!
Making determination even stronger!!
Live life to the fullest!!

I felt crying because it's lonely valentine again and again after my first love . Could not remember why am I Si insist to give up the chances he gave me. Would he ask for a chance again on this valentine?

How fast it turn from a friend to a partner, from a partner, to a friend. I miss both of u as a partner. Hang in there. You guys are almost there. I love to c both of u~