Monday, June 28, 2010

Coming

3rd month together . 1st month away . Thanks for remembering me . Thanks for searching me . No matter where am I , where you are , honestly , I let you go freely . I admit I do miss you , but , it's over and I accept the truth going on . Don't need to avoid or scare or even ignore me cause you don't related to me now and forever . Yay , FRIEND , we should hold the position since very first day . We ain't match a happiness couple . You hold me tight , kiss me freely , pamper me sweetly , hug me warmly , for the last just to tell me , you will leave me alone no longer . Well , let it go , things alright right now , happy for those who need , help for those who want , live life to the fullest , BABE !

Lovess from me to youu , Lord ^^~

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Happy Sweet 18th Birthday

10.06.2010 YESH ! I'll turn 18th . Not freedom but I've grown up . Go by myself . I felt proud , having my 1st birthday without family by side . Living alone , a new country , am still able to have a surprise and memorable birthday . Thanks to all my housemates as well as friends . Thanks for sacrified . I knew I'm stubborn yet you guys manage to fulfill the plan successfully .

Yet , the feeling changed when wondering family and friends at Malaysia do remember my day ? It happen once a year . Do they get to wish me ? Miss them so much ! ! Just a wish . I need a wish from them will be very very VERY enough ~ wish they manage to do it cause am aren't hope for so much . Right ?

Hmmm thanks Lord . Giving me this path . Never feel regret cause it's great than everyone thought before . Take a deep breath . Forget old steps . Go on with new steps . Both hand normally . Sincerely thanks a lot ! ^^v

No one other than my family . I miss them very much . Tears drop because them . I just want to say , I'm great here . Don't need to worry so much about me daddy mummy . I will be a great daughter . Achieve what you want from me without disappointment !

Lovess youu God . Bless me and everyone . Thanks for sharing .

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Shadow

Just wondering do I ever gave you any sweet memories that are worth to be remember and can make you happy anytime ? Your shdow . Left behind me . Why I am still seeing your shadow that follows wherever I go ? I doesn't care about you but why I am still seeing the best part of you ? Why can't I delete the shadow of you . Another can replace you . But still YOU who appear . Isn't that unfair ? You miss her yet I miss you . Why ? Well , Let's get started by having fun of life ~ ! Throw the bad , get a new and replace . We will have a better one . ^^v